REAL feelings on MJ.?

Michael Jackson was a legend. I always had the greatest amount of respect for him and his music. His voice was perfect, whenever I listen to any of his songs I get goosebumps. I cannot believe he is gone. He has changed the world, and he changed the way I think of music. I honestly did not know what REAL music was until I listened to his. His dancing can make anybody smile, and would always make peoples jaws drop in amazement. I will always be talking about how great he was. It is so hard for me to hold back tears when thinking of him. He is in a better place now. I hope to see Michael once my time comes. I would probably be wasting my time listening to meaningless music, with lyrics that make no sense, and with fake voices if he didn't give us beautiful music. He was 100% real, and seemed too good to be true. I feel like my heart has been torn into a million pieces. I feel as if I knew him, just by listening to his music and watching tributes. I am sad because I know the man that I love is dead. That is the end of it. Every dream I had of meeting him is crushed. One of my life goals was to at least see him in person. I cry a lot thinking of him. I cry talking about him. I just pray I won't spend the rest of my in such devastation. I can't live like this. I'm sad most of the time. I'm always listening to his music. I'm always thinking about him. I feel like I need to ease up on this whole situation, but I can't. No matter how hard I try. It has been a while since he died and I don't feel any better than I did the moment I heard he died. And when I heard about it, I was shocked, devastated, and crying my eyes out.

I pray for anyone else that feels like this. I pray for MJ's family. I pray for the haters to come to their senses and show some respect for THE greatest entertainer, EVER.

Okay, what I wrote up there is only some of my feelings. I try so hard but I can't put how devastated I am in words. What I wrote isn't even half of what I feel.

I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs, saying "I LOVE MICHAEL JACKSON"

I feel like a close friend or family member just died.

I feel like crying, every second of every day.

I feel like constantly talking about him.

I feel like singing his songs.

I feel like listening to his music all the time.

I feel like dancing to his music.

I feel like running 1000 miles, just to see him dance one last time.

I feel alone.

I feel dead.

I feel terrible.

I feel like nobody understands.

I feel like none of my true friends care that I feel this way.

I feel like Michael's music and memories is all I have.

I feel blessed to have been alive to experience him.

I feel happy for him that he is in heaven, where he will be treated the way he deserves.

I feel heartbroken for him, for having to live through all these lies, and criticism.

I feel incomplete.

There is just something about him that makes me feel this way. I cannot explain what it is. I try and try, but I can't.

This is a feeling I cannot explain, it's not just sad. It's a feeling I have never felt before. It makes me feel terrible. His music is all I have that makes me feel a little better. Whenever I cry, whenever I'm angry, and whenever I'm in a terrible mood, I listen to his music and everything feels okay, just for that moment.

I love you Michael. More than anyone knows. More than I can explain.

(Hi from mexico city)

I was in denial until the second day when I started crying till I don't know if my eyes or my head hurted the most. Imaging 3 decades sharing the world with him,

But you know what hurts me the most is not that he died (of course that hurts) but the way he died (and HOW?) and that he inspite of his incredible talents and noble heart was the buffoon of the media and was attacked for almost 2 decades before he finally died...and even after, when he hasn't even been buried , the first thing I saw was some broadcast " wacko jacko rushed to the hospital" and more in the same yellowish tone .. "wacko dies" etc . I mean , cmon guys (media freaks) are cashing by exploiting this man the least they could make is have some respect and stopping calling him names.

He was a true humanitarian and a good soul , he made so much for the world and he lived and died hated by some million people that just believed the hypocrisy of the media (starting with Bashir) and then 2 kids that only wanted to cash some money by means of destroying the man.

I feel so sad , and terribly sorry ...now even Mark Lester backstabbing him.

People still saying he raped little boys - when they don't even know he was never accused of "rape" but child molestation and that's quite different. They also don't know there was no evidence of his guilt but there is evidence the boys lied in court and have precedents of robbery and extortion. Even the recorded voice of the "jordan extortion scheme"

People says he bleached on purpose , but they are not aware he had LUPUS and vitiligo. I wonder if they are calling "racist" every single person that gets a suntan or fake blond hair , contacts etc . By even make up is a form of changing ones appearance. People just don't Analise just follow the stupid media and the gossip , that's SAD.

That's what makes me feel extremely sad ... as for me is not just as someone dear to me died... its that like if he was denied the right of having a happy and peaceful life and death. ... while ironically in the meantime he made my life better and happier, as he also changed for good the lifes of billions.

I also feel so extremely sorry for his family and his children. This is a human circus, I am so ashamed of some members of society and overall of the creepy media coverage.

i regret being born not during his time. Im just glad i got to experience him partly. I miss not being ever to meet this angel on earth that God has granted us. There is never a better present. I pray God is with all 3 of his darling children and watches over all the children because MJ would want him too very much. MJ is in a better place away from all these haters and trolls. Let us never loose sight of the prize.

The media teased him for money. And now they're mourning him for money. It's weird you could be calling him Wacko Jacko on 6/24/09 then call him the King of Pop 6/25/09 I would give Elly ♥ a thumbs up but for some odd reason, I am being reported.

I really will be completely truthful when I say the following.

My birthday was June 25th, 2009 - and certainly the worst birthday of my life. I asked for a black fedora for my birthday. When he died, my world turned upside-down. I felt so lost. We were supposed to eat cake, but I felt so guilty celebrating something when I knew that we lost a wonderful person on the same day. It was not fair at all.

I really love Michael Jackson so much. It hurts me to a great extent when people write so awful things about him, especially when they're not even true. Why can't they see how amazing and sweet he was? It seems so clear to me. He was tortured and blessed at the same time when he was alive, and now he's tortured and loved when he's gone.

The one source of consolation that I had on my birthday was that I knew that he could finally be free and safe from all of the hate that he was receiving before. Heaven loves him - we need to love him, too. I already do love him.

We lost an amazingly talented person that day, to say the least. However, we lost so much more than that. We lost a caring and loving friend, family member, dad, brother, and son.

We need to smile for Michael Jackson now, though - he wanted that more than anything. So, "smile when your heart is aching, smile even though it's breaking, when there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by if you smile."

I think that what's truly sad about Michael Jackson is that he started out as a normal kid with an extreme talent. It was the celebrity culture in this Country that destroyed him. The reason he couldn't live a normal life wasn't the media...it was the rabid fans. If people could somehow maintain a little composure around celebrities, they could walk outside without being mobbed and wouldn't have to live in seclusion. Too much money and not enough boundaries when you're a celebrity in the USA.

My feelings?

Well, I'm very hurt that he passed the way he did, and right before his big comeback to redeem himself as The King of Pop. I'm upset that people made fun of him before he died and didn't seem to have a care in the world that he was a human being and had feelings too. I wish that the media had been more fair in their coverage on him, and not brainwashed society into thinking that he was a pedophile regardless of that little phrase "Innocent Until Proven Guilty." I'm angry that people found humor in child molestation, when it was NOT a laughing matter.

I'm frustrated with the trolls on here who think its so damn funny to impersonate someone who is dead. I'm agitated with the haters who still feel the selfish need to tell us that he "touched" little boys and was a "pill-popper".

I'm sad that Michael can't see the outpouring love for him that his fans have united and gave all around the world.

I'm mad that the radios, and Music video channels "blackballed" him, and didn't play his songs/videos after the allegations and up until his death.

And I'm very sad that he left 3 beautiful children who dearly loved him and a world full of fans who are still mourning his death. :(

He Was An Idol,A Role Model,And a good person. And All He Wanted To Do Was Sing And Dance! Who Ever That Is Hating On him Is Just Mad Because They Wanted To Be Him

I'm 17 and my mom and dad been playing Michael Jackson since my birth date. People can say what they want about the bruh, but you can't deny that he made some great music. I just don't like these overnight fans; the same ones who thought he was guilty back on 05.

Michael Jackson's songs and dances will be missed,

He's like Elvis, he'll be remembered for his musical talent.

I wish he didn't die so early,

And I wish people didn't frame him as a child molestor.

If only people didn't see him as a bad person,

Then evreyone would be a hell of a lot happier,

And woudn't spam innocent questions like these.

In honor of his legendary dancing, I will learn how to do the moonwalk!

R.I.P. Michael Jackson, I shall miss thee :O

Michael....wasn't just the King of Pop, Rock, and Soul. He wasn't just 'famous'. He wasn't just a 'celebrity'. He was more than that. Some would say he was bigger than life..but isn't that impossible? I don't know for sure what it is about Michael, but there is something about him that had such a huge impact on the world and the rest of his fans. No singer/entertainer has caused such hysteria in the world. Michael gave so much and never asked for anything in return but our love. Sometimes he got more than he bargained for, but either way. Fans would say they loved Michael, but Michael always said he loved us more. He was a sensitive person, but he put himself through it just for us. We miss you Michael, we just want you back. We'll love you forever♥