my attraction fot this couple is blocking the help they?

could give me. Iv lost my children and have schizo affective disorder, there are this couple in their seventies or sixties who go to a church that I also like, and I think they can be of help but my problem is that i'm attracted to both of them and I am scared they might both see this, as when I think about the fact that I am attracted to each of them, I start behaving weird and they may see that something is iffy with me, already I avoid them like the plague but get heated when I see them. My mind tells me to stay away from them but what do you think.

My sister has taken charge of my children, but I have been fighting for them to come back and live with me until it has become a loosing battle on my own, I was thinking that this particular mature couple could help me on my journey.