pleeeease help me out!?

First off,this is a very blunt response and not intended to be hurtful,so think of it as constructive criticism. It will have been almost one year since you have seen him last,that's a lot of time to heal from a super long distance relationship. With this time apart you should have been out there having fun with family and friends and looking for someone locally. I know you say you were really in love,but I have a question I bluntly have to ask "How can you be so in love with someone at such a distant level"? You guys were continents apart and didn't see each other at all,so honestly there was nothing truly there..it was just nice thought to know that there was someone in your life on a daily basis. Even if you continued to be together is it worth it? His time is with others and yours is with others as well.You need to reanalyze your situation and see what truly best for you. You obviously aren't over him,even after this amount of time. I think it's best for you not to see him. If you haven't let go yet,think about how hard it will be to let go again if you see him? You don't need to give yourself any high hopes of getting back together. Just except the fact that it was a very long distance relationship and that it wasn't meant to be. There are so many wonderful people out there waiting to meet someone like you..and they're close,not thousands of miles away. When you meet that man and fall in love,you will truly know inside what love really is and think about what you felt before as just a taste of what love truly is.

it maders how old r u