What would you do IF you found out your husband cheating in a SICK way?

it was kind of long...no hard feeling if u want out !

For the past 2 days, i was really in a horrible shock that i found out my husband , i should say ex, (cause it will going to be very soon) he is posting on line as a teenager age around 15, 16 17 or 18...

His actual age is 44 turning this year. I saw the questions that he posted and i read every single one, when i was reading his question, my hand and my whole body keep shaking and i really couldn't believe this man, we have been together 9 years , and he is a professional (law) seducing teenagers on line leading those teenagers to answer all this perverb stupid questions, and keep saying he was shy, and he never get laid, he has problem with the foot pain, blah blah ...

Not just using 1 fake name, at least 20 to 40 fake emails and nicknames ....My heart just broken into piece and my whole body just keep shaking...This guy started from day one with our relationship had not even 1 day been STOP email , chat, porn, women, 1 leg step 3 4 boats...and i have been fight with him thousands thousands of time over his infidelity, ruthless temper and much more...and turn around he fight me back that I always accused him cheating....saying that i was insecurity and lack of trust !!!! Excuse me, i told him that i never need to go on line and chat with nor i have any interest in any men since i'm with him...cause i know if i wanted to, i can get any men i wanted...Over this 9 years, i have paid my sincere respect, my love and care to him and his family.. I have a good job and making good money, and i am so willingly always bring his whole family to nice restaurant or buying a lot of food everyday to his house,( that i my way of show my respect) i am not good in cooking, but i enjoy food a lot, i mean good food, so i always want to take him to good restaurant to eat out, and i am not kidding you , 8 times out of 10 times, he fight with me whether i have order the wrong food for him, or complaining driving too far away to eat or, and few times he just took off and i have to walk back to his house and get my car ....this guy have NONE respect or any appreciation for what i have done to him, he always said, I DON'T WANT TO EAT OUT, I LIKE TO COOK MY OWN FOOD....so i was telling myself, hey, stop treating him good, stop paying for the food, stop eating out with him..( but i still doing it, but a lot less).All his male friends was so envy him to have ME being his girlfriend..i am pretty, i make good money, i am considerate to everyone. May be i brought up from a good loving parent, i am giving, follow my religion, my principle of how to be and act to be for what i believe in dignity, honesty and humbleness , gracefulness for what i am having, and treasure to the most for every thing while i still have it ...i mean everything, life is short and unknown, no one can predict what's going to happen in the next minutes, even one day something happen to myself, i hope i leave without any regret or even a smile on my face...ok...in this 9 years relationship, i just totally give out all i have because i truly loving this man,and he is all i have since my parents pass away .

Not just suffering from his ridiculous temper , manner, wordings call you by names, cheating and more cheating, checking woman in public, and also follow the woman too, isn't it ridiculous??? cause he is an *** fan...we fight and fight, i tried to leave him endless time and he came back and ask for forgiveness, so we just keep doing this over and over for the past 9 years, and every time he came back he will tell me how sorry he was and promised never to hurt me again. BUT, the fact is..... he lied. And i was so naive to give him chances over and over...

But not until 2 days ago, the fight already started before New Year, cause he pee the second time in my shower , i was telling him in a gentle way NOT to... of course he denied and called me B....h

I hang up and fight started....

Imagine how hurt that the only person on earth i loved most cheated on you...not 9 times nor 9 months, is 9 years...this guy has used 9 years to ruin my love to him, and i finally started to woke up from this nightmare, basically , i am very financial independent, i almost paid everything, dinner, house mortgage, tax ,utility....but lately he started to step up and help for a few months, and i was really really appreciated...

2 days ago....I accidentally found out the he HAS NEVER CHANGED, and cheated with girls under or 16.....in his posting he described that he couldn't help it loved meeting a alot of cute hot girl .......MY HEART WAS FROZEN, MY BRIAN CANNOT OPERATE, MY BODY WAS SHAKING....he totally broke my heart , everything he wrote was sooo sick, every words reached my eyes turned into needles, i was ....i don't know what to do, what to say or i was just BLANK FOR FEW HOURS...it happened yesterday.....glad that i didn't have the heart attack....so that's about it...i am so sorry to share my nightm