Lebanon, why is it that...?

I applaud you...

it takes strength and courage to always be open...

and shame on these people.

people wouldn't change, doesn't matter how much you give or sacrifice to keep something going or to be nice to someone at the end you will be the one who will loose, just for one simple reason and this is because you give your 100% effort and you do this kinda things from the bottom of your heart, while others don't.

human nature is worst and the most greedy, like I had this person I knew and I really considered as a friend and as soon as something happened to their life I notices that she doesn't treat me the way she used before and she was using me and using my friendship and after waking up I noticed that she had a really bad influence on me and I didn't gain anything from her but she was all the time.

I don't feel sorry for myself as every time something bad happens I take as a lesson and in a way that this will help me in future.

but yes I believe that human nature is just the worst on this earth, you can't live without any contacts but you shouldn't fell down for anyone who comes around and pretend to be nice.

Hope you are alright and this doesn't hurt you much.

You know .. I always have those time when I look at the the "half-empty part of a cup".

I always pass through hard times and whenever I face something ugly I take it out on god and since my faith is really weak it gets me into problems.

Last week for example I was asking a friend X about my friend Y if he noticed how Y has been acting recently. Later that night, Y calls me and asks me if I was mad at him .. I mean wtf I trusted X

(Sorry for the cheesy replacement of names lol)

Plus, people always take advantage of people with mellow personalities.. I have no idea how they could really! It's so cruel... I think it all goes back to how those people were raised at home.. Oh I am not racist but sometimes the religious/ethnic background conspires in this.

im a pretty chill person.

people take advantage of me all the time.

and i know it, but im too emotionally drained to do anything about it

im getting sick of helping ppl and lending ppl money all the time

in the end i always get screwed over

depends tho about the whole getting hurt thing. for ex right now nothing hurts me or bothers me cuz ive been hurt so much recently that im sort of feeling numb. eventually even the deepest wounds heal, and whn they heal u feel the same way u did before u got hurt. ur heart is whole again and waiting to be broken, u can trust again, u can feeeeel again, u can care again.once u get the ability to care and trust again thats when u get hurt. we get hurt over and over again because we get over our wounds and move on only for new ones to take their place.

human nature is awful. people are awful. sometimes u get screwed over just for caring about another person, people are selfish...very selfish

Well, some people just grow up in an environment and learn stuff from it and even after 35 years stay the same.

I've seen a lot of people like this before.

It's always been that way, and probably won't change. People are selfish and only want to make themselves feel better.

nobody is perfect human r selfish