How can i go on with my life.....................and get over all?

Just be glad you didn't make the mistake I did....and marry the man. He had his new gf email me and tell me that he never loved me that I was just a replacement for his kids from another relationship. Trust me it's easier that he was just a boyfriend and not a husband. You think your life has ended happy ever after that you are set for life. You've achieved something great...But then the bomb hits when he says that and leaves you and hooks up with another girl only 2 weeks after he's left while encouraging you the whole time that he will return.

I know it's hard. I sometimes feel like I can't live with myself in this world anymore either. But take Comfort in knowing that you didn't marry him and have him pull that in the marriage. That's the only Comfort I can advise is to look at how it could have been worse. In my case I think about the fact that he didn't die he's still alive and well. He may be a selfish gerk but I still care about him and wish him well. if he wasn't that would be my worse case.

Honestly, the only real cure for a broken heart is time. He sounds like someone who wasn't worthy of yours anyway. I know it hurts, and will hurt for awhile, but you will get though it, Spend some time with family and friends and have someone you trust to talk about your feelings with.

2 years of lying? Those are not your type of man.

No pt holding on , move on , be strong or get professional help such as counselling . Gd Luck and know your real purpose of your life.

You survived before you met him and you can survive afterwards.