AOA muslims I feel bad but I cannot cry?

AOA

Please read. Today I got into arguement with my Mom about the fact that she says " I never do anything around the house". Which is false. I said she always says this excuse. Then she pointed out that she says this only when I argue.

This kept extending but reverted back to the initial point we were discussing so then I said "The way you are raising my youngest brother by giving him false consequences (such as "" I will call police if you don't do this or I will get rid of your toys if you do this" [which never happens]) is wrong. So don't raise him up like that. Then she said I know how to raise so then I got frustrated so some how we got back to our other arguement about how she says I never do the things comlete or I never help around the house.

My problem is that I don't do brooming according to the way she does, I use start from opposite end etc etc and when washing dishes I leave spoons for someone younger brother to do it because I get fed up. But my problem with my mom is she says I NEVER do anything around.

So anyways it extended, and she got really upset and said fine don't do anything around the house. Because I think we argued to much and I was being a douchebag.

Now I feel really sad, but I cannot cry. So I started praying my zuhr prayer and will inshallah do my asr. I made a deal that I would not stop making dua until I cried but I cannot cry. And I feel heartless, I don't know what to do. I read surah yaseen, but now I don't know what duas to read after surah yaseen or what to ask for, to complete my forgiveness dua. I seriously do not know what to do.

Please is there a muslim brother or sister who can answer and help me out.

This is fake account/profile but I wish to further ask for help because I feel my life is messed up and I want to be in good personality and adab for Ramadan.