Is this some form of depression?

I'm not a doctor but...I think it's depression and anxiety, obviously the trich is anxiety related. You do not have to see a Christian shrink. Go see a psychiatrist they can diagnose you and give you medication that will help with the trich and depression. Not all mental health providers are Christian based, very few are. I have two daughters that have the same illness and are doing well on medication. They do not see a therapist, only a psychiatrist. They were both sexually molested as children and I do believe their anxiety is due to that, If you have had any trauma similar in your past or present then that might need to be addressed also to help your recovery. Good luck

I'm 14, and I myself suffer from depression. I used to take medication for it, but I have recently stopped because it has actually made me feel worse about myself and life. I also have a councilor that I see weekly but I'm finding that I doesn't really help me at all. What helps me is being around my mum alot. Only because I feel so rejected and unloved by her that when I get a little bit of attention from her I love it. I know exactly what you are talking about when you say that you feel like absolute **** one day for about 3-4 hours. It is the exact same with me. All the things you hate about your life and make you so upset all get bottled up and then suddenly come out. And your hating life for them hours. Its the worse feeling and it's definitely not because its 'that time of the month' What ever makes you happy, or gets your mind off things, I suggest you should do. Like spending time with your mum? Maybe if she knew what you were feeling she would understand. Or if shes anything like my mum, and doesn't take you seriously, see a school councilor or something and they will talk to your mum for you. If she hears it from someone else, it could help. I hope things work out for you, if you ever need to talk, you could talk to me anytime, because by the sounds of things, you feel the same as me. Add me on msn if you have it, candace96@hotmail.com

Yes, just by thinking suicide, it is great depression. But, you don´t need to see anyone to change. The only person that can change you is YOU, i am sorry you feel like this. But see your "friends" as an oportunity to integrate, you will feel better if you repeat to yourself I am more than this. Life is too short. Live it to the fullest

OK IM 15 TO AND I UNDERSTAND WHERE YOUR COMING FROM BECAUSE SOMETIMES I FELL THE SAME WAY .IT MAY BE BECAUSE YOU HAVE TONS OF FELLING BOTTLED UP OR MAYBE YOU NEED REST BUT THE SINGS OF DEPRESSION ARE ..............

Sadness

The most common symptom of major depression is a persistent feeling of sadness, hopelessness, or emptiness that lasts for more than two weeks. In the case of asthma, sadness lasts over two years.

Worthlessness

Continual feelings of worthlessness, guilt, or helplessness often accompany depression. People with depression tend to focus on personal shortcomings or past failures and blame themselves when things aren't going the way they’d like.

Irritability

People with depression may get frustrated or easily angered—even over seemingly small or meaningless matters.

Fatigue

Having a lack of energy or feeling tired all the time is common in people with depression. Small tasks, such as showering or getting out of bed, may feel like they require more effort than one can manage.

Crying Spells

People suffering from depression may find themselves crying frequently for no apparent reason.

Apathy

People with depression commonly experience a loss of interest or pleasure in activities that they used to enjoy, including sex.

Restlessness

Agitation and restlessness, including pacing, an inability to sit still, or hand wringing, may occur with depression.

Lack of Concentration

When depressed, people may have a difficult time remembering things, focusing their attention, or making decisions.

Withdrawal

Many people shut themselves off from the world when they’re depressed. They may isolate themselves, not answer the phone, or refuse to go out with friends.

Sleep Problems

People’s sleep habits are likely to change when they’re depressed. They may not be able to fall asleep or stay asleep, or they may wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to fall back asleep. Other people may find that they sleep all of the time and don’t want to get out of bed.

Overeating or Loss of Appetite

Depression can often cause a lack of interest in food and weight loss. But in some people, depression might make them eat more and gain weight.

Thoughts of Suicide

Thinking or fantasizing about death is a serious sign of depression that needs to be addressed right away.

Physical Pain

Depression can also cause physical symptoms such as body pain, headaches, cramps, and digestive problems.

WHAT CAUSES THIS IS.....................

If you or someone you know is suffering from depression, it’s normal to want to know where it comes from and what causes it. The truth is that depression is a complex medical condition that is still not completely understood. The good news is that medical professionals know enough about it to be able to help alleviate symptoms in people who are going through depression. Rather than a single factor, a combination of biochemical, psychological, genetic, and environmental factors is believed to cause depression.

Biochemical

Depression is considered a type of mood disorder in which the neurotransmitters — chemical messengers that help the brain and other parts of the body communicate — appear to be out of balance. These chemicals, including serotonin, nor epinephrine, and dopamine, help regulate many physiological functions. Experts believe that lower levels of these neurotransmitters may play a role in why some people are more susceptible to depression.

Genetic

Depression can occur in people with no family history of the disease. However, there does appear to be some genetic link to depression. Having an immediate family member with depression can increase your risk. Studies of identical twins who were raised in separate homes showed that when one twin was diagnosed with depression, the other twin developed the same disorder 67 percent of the time

Environmental/Psychological

The brain is highly malleable and constantly changing in response to its experiences. That’s in part why scientists believe depression is a product of both our genes and our environment. Traumatic life events, such as the loss of a loved one, distressing financial situations, or big changes like a move can all potentially trigger symptoms of depression.

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