Christine Daae's monologue from Phantom of the Opera?

I am in a Phantom of the Opera production and i was cast as Christine Daae. I pretty much have the part down, but im having trouble with her monologue where she is talking to Raoul about the Phantom. I just cant seem to get the emphasis in the right places. And i feel as if i can bring more life to her. I feel as if i would be more in tune with this character if i was a video of it. And i cant seem to find a clip of JUST this monologue. Links would be much appreciated.

thanks!