Meaning of Life and Living forever?

Hello my name is jacob I am 14 years old about to be 15. I am also a Jehovah's Witness and I am having a hard going through my maturing thing. Im starting to question the meaning of life and living forever and love and learning and future. Im not hear to have a religious conflict about me being a Jehovah's Witness with other Christian and atheists. I am thinking whether or not I want to live forever with the people I love on a restored earth with a perfect body that will keep regenerating new cells and my mind open to a infinite amount of learning. But i don't what to die because I would not see anything again but then I go it docent mater because I would know what is happening and then i think I was created to entertain a supreme being and to be trapped by love but then that's paranoia because god would no do that because it defeats the porpoise of happiness and free will because you can chose to love or not.and boredom I don't know if thing ever truly get boring because every day humans need the same basic things for life like water food air love and I think that there is just nothing else to learn because we have our math our cars our aircraft out boats its just to improve things that people have already invented and I don't know if this comes from me wanting glory and credit or not because God has made everything so he has thought about the possibilities that could happen so in sense there is nothing we can take credit for except out love so I just wanted to see what Y'all thought hope im not CRAZY but if those sound like the conditions you would like to live in forever and to travel the universe and populate planets and make new art and have the satisfaction of the work you have done to support the precious and beautiful thing called life and love with your loved ones. Thanks guys :)