WOMEN is there still love there within her and hope for a 3rd chance? Is she hurt and just guarding herself?

After the 2nd time she has broke up with me I've realized it wasn't her that I needed to understand and that it was me I needed to understand about why I had a hard time expressing myself. Now I realize I trust her with my emotions. She has said she doesn't want to trust me because I've taken away that trust. Which I understand what ive done to hurt her. She feels that I never cared for her or how she felt about being open and honest and communicating. And she is saying she will never trust me or anyone. Which is far beyond what I know about how I felt. It was just poor communication on my part.

It's been 2 months ago, and I just got the rest of my stuff last weekend. But she didn't give back the engagement ring. After I loaded up my stuff I was only going to tell her i was sorry and to thank her for helping me load up my stuff. Said ive been saying I was sorry and asked if that was suppose to just make it go away. She ended up sitting outside with me and we chatted, mainly me, but she did listen. She could have said you're welcome and bye. But she didn't and her response seemed like she wanted me to respond. Told her I wouldn't promise to be everything she needed but I would give her my all. She responded with, oh really? And.. She said she never expected me to be everything but just be open with her.

Later that evening her 7 year old daughter sent me a text asking why we wasn't getting married. I didn't read my cell until later when my ex text me with sorry that her daughter texted me while she was taking a nap. And proceeded to tell me that she was Aggrevated with me and Said that she was doing just fine until we chatted now it's got her to thinking and she said she didn't want that and she doesn't want to care. I replied that I do want to get married. And her response was she doesn't want that.

So I tried to let her know what I can and can't do now. But she kept trying to find ways of denying her own feelings by negating small things that wasn't an issue before but by saying they are an issue now.

The next evening she texted me and asked me if I wanted the ring back cuz she forgot to give it to me. I told her rather the ring has meaning to her or not i got the ring for her and that its her's. She said "O" and in next text she said "Thanks".

Kinda funny to me she had all my stuff ready to go but the ring.

Well we texted a few more times about how we felt about the situation.

The last thing i told her i wanted her to know and that i will prove this to you that i do care about you and i do love you and that i do appreciate and respect you. She asked how I was going to do that and I said I would do everything I said I would do. And that I would be here and be here for you. She just said i was delusional and you know this is ridiculous, right. I didn't say anything else.

Oh yeah since picking up my stuff I Havnt tried contacting her and when we did text those 2 evenings it was her texting me. I Havnt contacted her.

Also in addition to earlier, when I picked up my stuff I tried to make the atmosphere light and had no intentions of talking about anything. Before we ended up chatting I gave her a little drawing with a heart with little butterflies around it and over the heart I drew a banner that said love and under the heart I drew in bubble letters saying I miss you. I put to: her name and from: my name. Put it in an envelope with her name on it. Asked me what it was. Just said it was a little something. She never opened it while i was there. That's when I was just going to say sorry and thanks for the help, and intended to leave.. then we ended up chatting for a short time.