O Noes O Noes O Noes O Noes O Noes!?

If I am lucky you came to my question because of they dumb title lol, trust me it hurt to type that

This is kinda stupid to ask, but im kind of conflicted..... (and sorry for it being so long!)

Just to start off, im kind of a loner, i have friends and all, but i don't hang out with them lately, Well two of my friends went bowling the other night, they were lets say, Nikki, and Alexa,

Well Nikki, my friend who still lives here, and is pretty amazing lol,works with alexa, who just recently moved to a smaller town, she was "bullied" (her lies finally caught up with her) and alexa has been telling nikki that she hates it there, and she has no friends (even though she tells me she loves it there) But im just rambling on here, so ill make this shorter, alexa most likely hates me because im "boring" really shes a narcissist so she was really done with me (it put me into depression once she threw me to the side like a piece of trash) And im afraid that nikki may be annoyed by me, (i don't know why, but i just get the feeling) And nikki says she was sorry for alexa when she took her bowling because she doesn't do anything anymore. Nikki said she is going to probably take her bowling again, and i want to go with them, but am afraid that will annoy them! So could you please help me out, should i ask to tag along, or not?

*** Alexa was once my best friend, but she got a boy friend, and was like (hey i don't want to be around you anymore... so...... yeaaah..) And i feel bad for her kind of,Shes now depressed because shes alone, just like i was last year....and this year....fml..... at one time im like YAY karma!, but yet i know how it feels to be alone and depressed. She treats me like crap...still, but i may also want to be nice to her (more than usual) Its very hard for me to be mean... CURSE MY NICENESS and shyness lol