poll!!! saddest time of your life?

When I watched my father die before my eyes also when a very good guy friend of mine decided to rape me. Today has actually been another very sad day of my life also not mention along with yesterday guys keep calling me ugly and stuff which they have never done before and i have very low self esteem so i decided to take a razor blade to my wrist and slice it over ten times now i have big bloody cuts on my arm all i did was make myself uglier..

Ok here it goes:

Last march my ex-boyfriend broke up with me and confessed that he had been sleeping with four other girls. We'd broke up a few times before, but I knew this time it was over. Then I got a call later that same evening from his new girlfriend, verbally abusing me while they were doing... things... I haven't spoken to him since that night, but he's dating a girl who sits in front of me in my computer class. She's 16, he's 20. Even though I haven't talked to him or seen him, it's like I can't get away from him. At least I'm graduating this May.

i was 10-year-old when my father passed away, 8 years ago. he was suddenly attacked by heart disease and died straightforwardly. i became very sad when i looked at my little sister, who was 4-year-old at that time. i wondered what he felt and i can never imagine how that little kid felt when seeing someone she loved the most die. and indeed, she really needs a love from our father. now on, i'm holding the responsibility to take care of her and give as much love as i could, as to replace our father's love that has been stopped halfway.

the unhappy reality in existence is that persons are no longer prepared to renowned. The view that each and everything that each and every person issues are desperate by using destiny; lead them to lose desire and overlook efforts to act properly and to ward off evils. it is the actuality !!!

When my friend died of brain cancer two years ago. it was like she was here one day and gone the next, though she'd been sick for only a few months.

when i was like 8 and my mother told me to leave and never come back, i didn't cry, but i was heart broken. and i left, and now im better!!! but im still pissed...

now. My crush has a bf and I am really sad about that.