this temporary long distance relationship is killing me?

I am in the same type of situation you are. My boyfriend is states away from me for the summer and it has been extremely hard. He just came to visit this past week and after not seeing him for a month and a half and after today having to do it again until school starts I can honestly say I know exactly what you're feeling. The key to making it work is not giving up. You have to stay positive and think of all the reasons you're together and why you love him. My boyfriend is working at a camp that doesn't have internet or much phone service so we've had to make the most out of a tough situation. After having him visit though I can honestly say that if you really love each other it will most definitely be worth you're while. I have never been through something this hard in my life, but knowing that love is stronger than miles can work wonders. Just know its all about the mind set. With the time difference you have just make sure that even if you don't get to have a full conversation with him one day leave him a text letting him know you miss him or love him and cant wait to see him. Also, try not to overthink him wanting to break up with you. That is what I am having the hardest time with, I was terrified he would forget about me or realize he deserves better but its all part of the test. You have to remind yourself of the good, reread old conversations write him actual letters and send them to him, do whatever you can to stay positive and let him know you're feelings and hopefully it will all work out for you in the end. I really hope this helps even just a little. Stay strong!!! :)