what should i do with my life?

Where do i even start?...

I'm 18 right now, i live with my dad and my little brother.

I'm so different from them its like im from a different world.

Right now, im going to be working with my dad doing some painting for a while, until i save up about $1,000 dollars. Then i'm either going to move to Utah with my friend that is actually moving there in about a week. I was going to move with him at the same time. But my dad advised that i spend my money on some things, I had 400 dollars saved from my job that i had a while ago and i was going to use that money for a plane ticket and maybe food for a few weeks. I was gonna start loking for a job as soon as i got there, but now im not gonna be able to move there for a while and it sucks.

My other option now, which was actually my first option until Utah came up. I'm really interested in Latin America. Every single day i think about it, basically every minute of the day im thinking about it. I want to go there so badly its almost a drag knowing that i cant be there and im stuck here for now. Maybe its just some strange fantasy or something, but i really want my life to be mega relaxed. I dont want to worry about politics or any of that stuff, it kills me inside.

Here is what i really really want out of my life.

I want to move to a spanish speaking place. I want to find a beautiful girl that i can really connect with. I want to live in a small house. And i want to surf every single day.

I dont think its really that much to ask for. I dont care about having tons of money, cause if i did i would stay right where im at. Go to college and become a lawyer or an accountant. I dont want to do that though man, i just wanna take life slowly.

I do plenty of reading and just things by myself right now, i'm a very social person if im hanging out with people, i just choose not to hang out with people all the time because i want to really focus on learning. I'm probably not gonna go to college, so educating myself is important to me and i will continue to do that wherever life takes me. I just want to do it somewhere else.

So do you guys think what i want is unreal and i shouldn't do it? Maybe just grow up and go to college and find a job? I really dont want to do that, because that life style is just so overplayed and predictable. I really want to make this life my own, and know that im doing what ive always dreamed of doing. Thanks for reading and hopefully replying with some good info and help on my situation. Adios!