★Do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else's eyes?

No, I don't wonder, I already know. I will be one of the following through any given individuals eye's.

A. "He's nice, cool, he's a winner"

B. "He sucks, he's an @sshole, a loser"

C. "None of the above, because they don't care I even exist, even when in view of them"

my reaction?

A. Great, lets be friends, lets get together and do something.

B. Screw Off Then, GET OUT OF MY WAY!

C. That's Great, There is a 100% probability that I am better off without you anyway!

and believe me, by the time you're in your late 30s all the above are pretty easy to read within just a few minutes. on here? too complicated, too much ambivalence and uncertainty which is why at this point I no longer get "too close" with anymore of my contacts. however, happy to say I found a couple good apples like ((Barbie)).

*I miss you too, oh, and it turns out that you can now for sure download my songs off soundcloud like I explained (((♥)))*

I imagine that some would look at my life with envy. I started, and made a success of my truck shop. But i wonder if they would have been willing to put in the hours and the worry that got me there?

yes i wonder some times too. Some ones life is allot different from the outside looking in

All the time.

Of course i ever. I want to think like the others think, but i think it would be the same. I'm the one who control my brain and muscles. It's all depends on where i'm standing.

For example:

if i fall i will think "no..., it's embarrasing"

but if i see somebody fall i will think "she falls"

I would but considering how much I was openly

judged as a child I honestly don't care

Yes! Alot. I often wonder what people think of me as a person too

Hmm...I am sure Brian knows the answer to this

I don't want to see my own life let alone see what others see of me.

No-I'm the one who has to live it, I don't really care what they think.