Long term depression/anxiety/rehab institute. Help!?

Let me give you some background info on me.

I'm a fourteen year old girl, I live in Ontario. I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, borderline personality disorder and I would self diagnose myself with borderline bipolarity.

I tend to lie ocationally, (who doesn't?) I can be impulsive, honestly I'm just always up for a good time, I am 'defiant'. (I come home late, leave the house without permission) I know I have a marijuana problem, witch, when I realised it had become a problem, I cut back and am continuing to do so. I rarely smoke anymore, and I dont do any other drugs. (Yes, I do drink at parties, witch I have cut back on too, both the parties and alcohol).

There's this place, Pine River. Its a long term (9 month min.) live in institute that deals with depression, anxiety, troubled youths, ect...

My Mother and I dont get along. (And no, I am not niiave and childish) The woman actually doesnt like me. We fight non stop, and its not always my fault. She smacks me around alot when we fight and it got so bad a few weeks back that the cops were called.

The social worker said I wouldnt have to go back, well guess what? The government is full of lying idiots and I ended up back with her a week later.

She's been bouncing me between relatives ever since until she can get me 'legaly' sent away for as long as she can.

And because I'm 'just a kid' and I have depression, it makes me 'crazy' so who listens to me right?

Someone, please help me. How do I get out of going to Pine River? I can honestly take care of myself. I'm not stupid. I know when I'm getting into trouble and I can correct things on my own.

Pine River is NOT an option for me.

My family can NOT be bargained with or begged.

I dont know my rights, I dont know the laws, in some ways I am still a kid.

Is not going an option?

The fact that they're making me go makes me suicidal. I've been dealing with my depression perfect until they said they're sending me away.

I'll do anything. I seriously do not belive that Pine River will help me. I've been in institutes before and the therapy is all the same. I work better with myself then with therapists and counselors. Im not embarrased by who I am, when Im alone. Thats how I conquer how I feel.

If you need more information google: Pine River Institute in Shellburne ON .

Thanks for anyone that can help...