my mom expects too much accidemicaly?

i am dirt poor. i live in a crappy poor area. i hate my father (who left when i was four). i am a straight A student, but my mom always makes me do everything extra. if i say i dont want to she gets so ******* mad. she really pisses me off, and she just wont stop. she wants me to go to some rich *** high school, but we wouldn't be able to afford it. i always have to do more and more and more, and then when i get really pissed i ask what the **** shes done with her life thats so great? then she starts crying and shouts at me to get out, and i dont come back for a long time. she wants me to be perfect, yet she has a terrible life and is on drugs of some kind, idk weather prescription or not. we might move to Harlem, and i really hope we do because then she probably wouldnt want the whole private school thing anymore. but i guess that wouldnt matter cause we already live in the poorest place around.