book about Iranian Hostage Crisis?

im a persian man who believes in islam & love the iranian islamic regime(just like the rest of the persian people)but ,when i come to america(by airplane) the flight attendance didn't let me do my pray & people told me are you a terrorist ?!

you want to blow us ?? you have a bomb?

no i have not a bomb(i answered)

then they said but you are an arab & terrorist

when we finally landed & come to las vegas to get a leg, the american whores didn't sleep with me & told me go away you stinky brown middle eastern rat!!

i mean come on, we persian are not arab we are persian & from the aryan race

but people are avoiding me & im gone get mad, now im thinking of some kind of crazy kamikaze acting , im gone blow my self between the american crowed & im gone kill at least thousand american with my self

but i don't know how ?

can you help ??

requirement materials:

i need some kind of plastic belt bomb , fuses ,money , pistol (just in case) , & i need a some kind of expert to show me how all of these thing work ,...

can you supply these things ??

im gone go to heaven & im gone have a lunch with our prophet mohammad im gone have 6000 hoories(pretty sexy angels) for me ,probably my family is gone get some reward for my sacrifice from the iranian leader