This isnt long i just need somebody NOW :(?

I started dating this guy that made me start liking him.He has an amazing sense of humor and always makes me Laugh

I guess that's why I fell for him.when I first saw him it wasn't love at first sight. Health shorter than me and everyday someone new tells me I'm too pretty for him or when we're together people just stare at us.and everyone asks how he got me.Hes short and dark but looks don't matter to Me.but lately I've just been realizing I don't love him.And were used to work together but he quit and the less I see him the less I care for him.And I made him mad yesterday just because I was walking at night.And I said sorry but he said whatever so I said ok and he didn't text back.And o blocked him I don't love this guy what do I do? He told me he would die for me.oh and hes atheist and im Christian