Help me get over my old job? )):?

I use to work at a daycare and I volunteered there for a school and then the summer camp too and mainly I had bad days because I'd constantly get in trouble and they were in a nice way but I got annoyed telling me to get a perm, I had alot of ups and Downs And I use to tell my mom I didn't really Enjoy working there but then I realized the staff was awesome and funny!! Technically since its Summer break ill say Last year I told my boss I couldn't work there because I was busy I lied because I never had fun all That much And my mom.got me a job at KFC But I realize now I miss being there!!:( the staff was awesome we had fun the Summer camp was even more fun!! And aghh she knows I cant work there because I have a job and the county already hired 6 new people! One thing that made me mad was I had to work there for 2 yrs then I get paid so that's the brightside but still I had soooo much fun there!!!:// now I prob can never go backD: sorry this was long but someone help me! Reverse pyschology or anything! Because im really really sad:( n idk if I Can sleep ..