why i been thinking about death?

i been thinking about death since my favorite actor died even though i aint know him. but hes dead now ever since he died i be thinking about death. i liked him so much i was looking foward to meet him but now its too late and ever since he died i been crying alot because i thought i was going to see him in movies again or one day in life. everytime i watch a movie of him i cry or think of him i cry i just been crying everyday about him and i was going to the hospital they said they dont see anything wrong but why am i thinking about death since my favorite actor died thankyou. <3 <3 have a bless day everyone <3