When you get depressed how do you act?

I listen to a broadway metal band called Rammstein. Eases my pain. :)

I go up to my room, don't listen to anyone else, listen to Linkin Park as loud as I can, cry, curl up under my duvet, throw pillows (because I can't break them and they can't break anything else), self harm (usually by closing my hand in my straighteners and saying it was an accident or scratching my legs and saying it's a rash and cutting myself with a needle and blaming the cat), exercise to make myself thinner and possibly prettier, drink water so I won't be hungry, write down all my feelings and burn it (I chuck it in a glass of water so I don't set the house on fire)

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I isolate. I'm tired, lethargic, no energy. Don't want to go outside or talk to any dear friends. Want to sleep as much as possible. Hate the mornings. Absolute apathy. No crying. No emotion except for panic or anxiety. It's hell. Glad I started meds and talk therapy.

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I act no different what so ever. I don't think I can be depressed