I've been living a stressful life?

my father who has been addicted with drinks....made my life hell as well as my sisters.

I can't describe how stressful ******* life i have been living since my dad retired from job. My father all the time take drinks, morning noon, night all the time and qurrell with my mom, always talking about crazy things, shout so much. Our neighbour are sick of us, thank god they r gud they never complaint agains us and our economic condition is also becoming more poor. im psychological sick i think, i aways think negitive and i realy don't know what to do.....im ******* sick of this......plus i never scored gud marks its bcuz of my dad never letting me study calmy. I don't see any future.

I love my dad and i respect him, when he doesn't take drinks, then he's one of the best father....