How do I apologize before I go crazy?

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I have been holding in emotions for almost my whole life..until 12/20/12 I let out a rampage because my mother said something hurtful so I ran out the house n sat in the middle of the street.i tried to commit suicide..

everyone tried to comfort me until I became very angry because my sister kept grabbing me telling me to go in the house..so I blacked out and I beginning punching her in the face. 

Her boyfriend threw me to the ground n I began to hit him n my sister said let her go and they both walked away n left me.

I began to feel sorrow and guilt until my brother came n calmed me down.Family came to talk about the situation but talking it out made it worse so I closed my door n went to sleep.

The next morning things were quiet and I felt I burned bridges so I stayed in my room and I'm still in my room from this point on.Im starving my self and I don't know how to apologize to everyone. 
I know I seem crazy but I'm just a young 15 year old emotional girl.

Help me before I commit suicide...

? · Accepted Answer

First of all, stop with the whole poor me thing. Apologize to your family and talk to your parents about whatever caused this. Get a psychiatrist or family counselor involved if necessary. Honestly, and I mean no offense here, I think your biggest problem is self-pity.

Basel Dawood · Answer

Act as normal as you can if your mother said some thing again just think about some thing else some thing that you wanted to do or want be some thing and go out and eat my mother yells at me and swear she wont talk to me again but the next day she acts normal all of moms and other people in the family is like that but punching your sister was just wrong its not because you emotional girl its because you got anger inside of you your story is close to mine.

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