I hate myself so much?

Listen to me dear, if you are 15 with HUGE boobs, your parents are scared for you because of boys/men. Your boobs are going to attract a lot of men, and a lot of men attracted to you for that are going to prey upon your young age. They will manipulate you to get one thing because you are young and may not see what they are trying to do. And as you get older, men don't become more honest, you just become smarter.

When I was 15 I felt ugly too. Because I didn't look like a Victorias Secret Model. I am 22 years old now, and I still don't look like a Victorias Secret Model, but I feel beautiful. The teen years are SO hard because you don't know who you are, what you want, or who you want to be.

If you hate your hair, investigate ways to style it. You cant change your genetics, but you can change the way you do things. I have bone straight hair, and I like my hair curly. So I went out and bought a very nice curling iron (yes it was expensive), and also hair products for curling hair. I also like big hair, but my hair falls limp and flat. So I found a strong hold hair spray, and also went to a beauty store to get the right combs to do what was necessary to add volume.

I investigated beauty tricks until I found something that worked.

I used to feel insecure about my weight, and now I lift weights six days a week and am complimented on my figure daily.

I used to even hate the way I dressed, so I started reading into style and now I am complimented on my clothes frequently.

I used to feel the same, I used to hate myself and cry often, and yes, I even cut myself to feel better. But i am far from that now.

Your parents love you and want to protect you. If you don't like something about yourself, start investigating ways to enhance yourself. Don't give up.

And remember: these feelings won't last forever. Everything will continue to change, with the change of getting better and better!

well for your hair - ya i have frizzy, thick hair too. you just need to find the right products. the right shampoo, conditioner, anti-frizz cream, straitening your hair might help. and using a paddle brush helps more than a normal one (the square kind).

and you said you have big boobs, well thats not exactly a bad thing. last time i checked, guys liked big boobs.

and ya a lot of people hate their parents. i do.

and i think you might feel that way partly because your mom is controlling you a little too much. she tries to tell you what you cant eat, and tries to tell you how to dress.

i mean if you wanted to try wearing a little make up for a day or try getting your eyebrows waxed, you can see how you like it if you want. but she needs to give you a lot more space. once you're not so suffocated by her, i think you'll feel a lot better.

i dont think you should be anorexic or cut or any of that, i think you just need to find a way to avoid your mom and do things you want to do. in a safe way.

hope i helped a little. and hope you feel better.

I don't understand. You said you inherited your dad and then stated that you have "large breasts".