any songs for my situation?

i just found out that the girl i've been chasing for quite some time now got pregnant from a sperm donor...she's not dating anyone, but i dont know how to feel about it, whether it be happy or sad or what...due to my long times away from home, i can understand why she's shut me down so many times, but i'll be going home for good in a few months, and at this point im not sure whether to keep chasing her or not.