When was the last time you cried?

Two days ago.. I couldn't reach my father.

I haven't seen him in 2 weeks, but we stay in touch through the phone.. that day, something bad happened.. and I couldn't reach him to tell him about it.. I hate it when that happens :(

I can't remember! I know it was recently, and about something stupid like a feeling I got over something goofy. Like I wished it was the 1930's again and began to cry thinking of how nice it would be if then never ended and none of the people from then were dead yet like my mother or her parents, nor old like my father. Everything was solid back then... (except the economy and a nut case in Germany!)

I got crying then is gone forever, and the freedom went with it. No more boys can drive a car with no breaks but their feet dragging it to a stop like my father and his friends got to drive that on a street! They could just go camp in a park! No needing permits, cops okaying it, or any of that cr@p it would be today. They just go do it and get no static from anyone! They could hitch hike and not end up dead or robbed back then! It was so much simpler back then. Now it's all gone forever and I got crying over that.

In private: Crying now actually, in my room. In public. A few months ago. Don't remember exactly when or why. From happiness: a few days ago. For attention: Not since I was a toddler

Last night

Last week, watching the news coverage about those elementary kids in Oklahoma....and how frightened they must have felt when the tornadoes went through their schools.....and the ones that didn't survive :((

About an hour ago. I am having a rough time with something that I just can't seem to get a handle on.

August 20, 2010, I was between being awake and asleep, my mind played a trick on me.

It was oh so cruel.

*covers eyes with arm dramatically and glides away*

last Friday bc it was the last day of school. Don't laugh; I have to go to a crappy craphole school next year where none of friends will be and where old bullies are. :(

Yesterdayyyy!!

Emotionally ? Probably a couple months when my dog died , before I adopted the two I have now .