22 Year old male in need of support or advice?

They say almost 10% of the U.S suffers from depression and that is in one of the happiest countries in the world so I imagine it would be a lot higher in third world countries. I too suffered through depression and spent countless months searching for answers as to why I felt this way and have probably seen every doctor in my city trying to treat it. I was put on pill after pill and they would work for a little bit before that darkness in me took a grasp again and left me feeling helpless. I can however tell you that was a long time ago, what I did which was the same as you was went online and scoured the internet for answers on how to overcome this dreadful state I was in. After a couple weeks of reading on the web I came across a site called http://endyourdepresssion.com/ and since I was tired of defeating my depression for it only to come back again later I decided it was time to try something new and grab me a copy of his book. Now let me tell you something else, I own and dominate that **** now and please excuse my French I’m just so excited about telling my story to someone else, anyways I was taught how to control it and conquer it and now I have complete confidence in myself. I also have friends and family that love and protect me and no longer do I hide from the world because I walk in it proudly now. We have all felt lonely, sad, and just down about everything and some even go as far as wanting to end it but you can’t do that you got to be strong and have the courage to face you’re fears . In the end though you just got to stick with it and hold your head high because there is always a shining light at the end of that dark tunnel and I think we all can conquer our fears to become the person we were meant to be. I hope I have helped you in some way or another and hope that at the very least I put a smile on your face. Have a great day!

Scam scam scam scam, SCAM, and a well known scam that has been going on for some time. Think for a minute. Do you know where Cameroon is? Look it up. It's in Africa and at a rough guess it's 5,000 miles from New York City. Call an airline and ask how much it costs to ship an unaccompanied animal, an 8 week old puppy 5,000 miles, if they will do it at all. Ask how long a flight it is. Consider how an 8 week old puppy will handle that. My guess is, it wouldn't. It would die in transit. Then, these people appear to claim that they arrived in Cameroon from the US a few weeks back with a litter of puppies, having no idea that the climate was poor for the dogs. Yeah, right. Do not reply, do not send any personal information at all, do not send money. Find a dog you can see before you decide to adopt it. Anyone can send a photo of any dog by email.

Why don't you go to CBT??? It's a therapist that really helps with anxiety and I think it will help you.