Wow well this sucks!!!??!!?

Okay, so there's this boy I've liked for months and months. We used to talk durring the summer and even dated for a couple of weeks, but then he completely blew me off and didn't talk to me for a couple months.

We talk every once and a while now, but I still like him tons even though I haven't seen him for months. I don't know if that's a weird thing but it affected my relationships negatively because of a boy that was only apart of my life for such a short period if time. He doesn't really know i still like him though so its not like as creepy as it sounds haha.

Anyway, I saw him for the first time yesterday and let me tell you I almost peed my pants and for an hour or so we sat in his room and talked and it was literally perfecto. He texted me right afterwards and said that he was sorry for wasting an hour of his time and that I could come over whenever I wanted, and tried to make plans with me today. But I texted him and asked if he still wanted to hang but he never responded.

I mean I guess I just feel he could've made something up like "oh hey yeah not today I'm fishing" or I don't know but I just feel really sad and kinda confused and any words of wisdom would kinda help