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Suicidal thoughts..want to kill myself?
I am 20 years old and I seriously just want to end my life. These past months have been intense. My sister doing hardcore drugs, hanging out with druggies, and it has taken a big effect on my parents and I. She has been doing worse things, but I will not post it. I've never really been happy, I am just always depressed. Since my ex of 4 years and I broke up in last January, it really changed me as a person. After, I finally found someone who made me completely happy, and made me life myself as a person. Now recently he just doesn't want to talk to me, and I have no idea why..I feel like it has to deal with my sister because he knows whats happening, and he even said he doesn't want to get involved. Well my ex of four years knows I suffer from depression and he said he will always be there for me, and which was has been. Until he got a girlfriend, and every time I would call bc I was having bad thoughts he stopped answering. Until last Sunday after I called twice and no answer, he texted me saying "I don't want to be involved anymore. I'm living my own life, you live yours. Goodbye" I feel so hurt because he was my best friend since I was 14! Imagine losing someone you've known from the age of 14 up until you were 20 years old. The same day he told me that, the guy I was dating for 6 months stopped talking to me. I keep getting suicidal thoughts, and its getting worse everyday. I've gained so much weight because I just keep eating to take my mind off things. I seriously only have two friends now, BUT they only wanna hang out when they are not with their boyfriends..so I'm always at home thinking constantly.
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- ?Lv 47 years agoFavorite Answer
Sounds to me like your biggest obstacle is yourself. You need to be more involved in your own life. Your sisters doing drugs, and "Other" things, either tell someone, or talk to her. And I don't mean just tell her, "That's wrong, don't do that" Get in her face, and let her know how you feel. That'll help you both. Once you fix one aspect of your life, it'll be easier to fix the rest.
If you can't do that, then my best advice is find someone willing to help you. Anyone from a good man to an actual professional, that won't care if your family is ****** up, but who'll care about your you, and only you. There are plenty of those people, you just have to look hard enough.
Things will get better, and I won't sugar coat it, it could be a damn long time before it happens. But you know what, the only person that can truly help you is you. Not me, not even the amazing man I was talking about, just you. Think positive, and be proactive, and you'll notice a change. I don't know much else that I can say to help you than that very short story about my experience in a situation like this.
Source(s): My sister had deep depression when I was doing drugs as a kid. One day, out of the blue, she got in my face and told me about how I was ruining her life, and everyone around me. That got me sobered up real quick, and eventually, after I got clean, she found a man who she later married, and I don't think anyone else ever affected my life more than her. - 7 years ago
Youre heartbroken, start over you need to think positive and move on. Stay busy like getting a job, school and getting a hobby. Working out can relieve some of that stress you feel from a breakup take a jog, dont think about ex boyfriends concentrate in your family.
- Anonymous7 years ago
Stop letting people walk all over you. It sounds like youre being used because you dont know what YOU want. You're offering yourself as a tool to other people's faults. Find out what you want in life and go for it. Also no one has the power to make you unhappy oher than yourself. You're sad because you're allowing yourself to become sad. It's tough but youre not strong because you dont deserve to be strong yet. Instead of suicide, why dont you self harm mentally? You dont need a razor blade, instead just put yourself in difficult situations where you have to battle with your emotions in order to get what you want. It will be painful, but also rewarding with what ever your outcome is.
- 7 years ago
Stay strong, I promise things will get better. If you ever need to talk just follow me and I'll lend you my email
- 7 years ago
People have enough problems in their life, they don't want to be bummed out by other peoples bitching and complaining, and constant negativity.
