Is it just me with a messed up life?

Ok so basically, firstly my best boy mate promises to keep in touch when we go to different schools. He doesn't. My best girl mate goes to the same school as my so-called best boy mate and she askes him why he didn't stay in touch with me. His answer is: "I lost her details" whatever. Hes 'lost' them 15 times in 1 year. He didn't give me any of his details and when my best girl mate asks for them he calls her a perb! And theres some of my other friends who go to another school and I got bbm last November. I added them and when I texted them it didn't work because turns out they made new bbms. When I added them on their new account. ... they deleted me..... now I got some new friends but I can't tell them things because they act likr its crazy the things I aren't allowed to do.

And my parents don't really help. I have to study every day which I understand because they want me to do well. I'm not allowed make-up though I'm in high school. I look really ugly with all these spots and peach-fuzz and long hair up to my waist which they won't let me cut or style nicely. I have to have it in a plait every day and its getting boring. The most annoying thing is that I'm not allowed out by my self OR with friends. I feel trapped in this stupid house and ots starting to really effect me. I feel depressed pretty often and I cry for no reason sometimes. Sorry it was long bit I don't know what to do I feel terrible please help :-(