Will My friend be there for me in the end...? Or does she just needs space.?

About 4 years ago I met a friend I used to be friends with in High School. I saw them on Face Book. So we became friends. I was not sure if I should be friends again and it took almost 3 years before i fully open up and let us become friends again. About a year ago her mom died and her mom was very sick for a long time and never cleaned her house. So I went to her mom house every weekend for 9 months and helped her clean her mom house. Never asked her for anything in return. Then the other day we went out to Sushi. She has previously on another day said she is bored because she is hardly working because she is on work mans comp. So when we were out to dinner she acted in the end like she was in a hurry for the waiter to bring the check. I stated why are you in such hurry we are having fun here and you don't have anything to do. I did not pick up she just wanted to get rid of me.

Now a couple of months ago my mom was diagnosed with terminal illness lung cancer. At first I was not a

At first I was not as manic as I am now.

Now I also lost my job. I am depressed and manic and negative now. My friend gave me no warning and for two days

ignored my messages and text and phone calls. My gut told me I was being ignored. Then today she blocked me on F B no

warning of what was wrong. So I called her from a phone number she did not recognize! She answered and when she heard

it was me she said "What"? Like I was bothering her. I asked her why she blocked me on FB? She said she took FB down for

everyone.

Update : She did not my friend can see her page. So I text her and said I know you did not take down the face book page.

She responded I was childish to look to see if she really deleted it or not. She said she just needs space because I am so

negative all the time and depressed. When she first heard of my mom she said I could call all the time. Then I only called

twice. She said she needs space so I said fine take some space but if you take months during my time of need don't I might

not be there.

Update 2: So she said o.k. then if you won't be there then I won't bother contacting you again. She said she never said

she would take months. That I said that and that she is very sorry I am hurt but she never said she does not want to be

friend she just needs space.

So does she just want space or does she just not want to look bad and just says what she thinks will make her look good.

In other words does she want to contact me? Or should I make her regret it and never speak to her again?

I NEVER BECAME PUSHY OR MANIC UNTILL THE LAST FEW WEEKS WHEN I LOST MY JOB!