Is my friend going to call me again AND should I even care if she calls me again?

I also have depression, some friends have stayed with me others I don't talk to so much anymore.. but even the ones that have stayed I have had not had 100% good times with.. there have been some problems sometimes and my best friend even left me more than once but after things started calming down and we talked we came to an understandment of each other's point of views I understood that I wasn't giving him a great time to be around either, it can be stressful to some people I guess...

The point is, she might call back she might just need time. I think you should give her time and if she doesn't then it's ok you can go on without her since it seems you did more for her anyways than vice versa from what you tell us.

Good luck, I hope you feel better

It is only reasonable that you have so many emotions going on right now, you lost your mother, your job and going through a depression. You have to know that your negative energy affects those around you and drains them of their energy. My boyfriend is going through a rough patch at the moment and also has had a negative view although i always suggest looking at the positive side of things, he just doesn't see it which then affects my mood because i feel like there's always a solution and Happiness is a state of mind, if you want to be happy you will. I also can sympathize with your situation because you helped your friend in times of need and when you needed her she wasn't there. You already apologized to your friend you can't make her talk to her. Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise, it is true that you know who your real friends are in times of need and it sounds to me like she isn't. Cut off communication with her, move on with your life and surround yourself with people who love and care for your well being. Have you tried enrolling in some classes to help you get over depression, maybe an art class, pottery, cooking, gardening? Anything you feel like you'd like to participate in go for it, you accomplish nothing by staying home. I am pretty sure there are support groups for depression even online, you should dig into that and perhaps you'd find one close to your residence. Make sure to tell your therapist about this situation with your friend after all he/she is a licensed professional and knows what he/she is talking about. I hear that these depression medicine are hardcore, have you talked to your doctor and asking for a higher or lower dosage if not then it is something that should be talked about with him. Take care my friend, and I hope you find peace and happiness soon.

Nobody could say whether she will call in the future but if she doesn't then she is not much of a friend is she ? also if she doesn't get in touch she is not worth caring about . Some people are givers and some people are takers and you seem to one one of the givers .