Ive been so depressed lately?

lets just start to say i have an amazing life and family and im so grateful for it so please dont say it could be worse because im aware. anyway, im been so stressed out because weightloss, school work, homework, soccer, friends, family

fighting, dissapointing my self, feeling left out, feeling hated or unknown and unwanted.. ive been struggling with finding outfits for school because im so insecure i feel like i never look good in anything. when im hanging with my friends, i feel like im not even wanted there. they laugh at my jokes and stuff and im outgoing but im not at the same time. i feel like a boring friend, i hate myself at school because no one seems to know me, sometimes im mad and i dont even know why? ;( please help ? What should i do ? I hate everything rn.