I want to die but I don't wish to be the cause for said occurrence.?

Most of these posts are from teens. If youre a teen, remember that the teen years are the absolute worst time of life. I am surprised any of us survive it. You are struggling with so much stress, pressures, changes... Your body and mind are trying to cope but ... its hard, dealing with unpredictable hormones and roller coaster emotions.

The brain is a very complicated and delicate thing. It can get messed up and be unable to produce sufficient serotonin. This is called a chemical imbalance ... which is easily treated, very common and nothing to be ashamed of.

It can cause depression, anxiety, panic, obsession, self harm/self hatred, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, sleeping problems, aggression/rage, anger, phobias, fears, helplessness, hopelessness, hypochondria, OCD, paranoia, headaches, lack of interest in things, lack of motivation/ focus and much more.

According to those who have gone to therapists, counselors and psychiatrists, they dont help much. Worse, they are not even allowed to prescribe appropriate meds to help you get better.

Tell a dr. about your symptoms and ask him for anti-depressants. Zoloft/Sertraline is a good one; most people thrive on it and it has no side effects. It produces more serotonin which enables the brain to function properly.

With the right antidepressants, you will be much better, happier, calmer, confident, relaxed and normal. What a difference it makes!! You need them, so stay ON them.

Then, find a big happy church, attend some groups there and have fun. Talk with the pastor/minister or the youth pastor/leader. They have more wisdom than you and I. And where else can you get FREE counseling?

Troubled people need peace; a good pastor can show you how to have perfect peace. God loves you more than you can possibly imagine :)

We are all very close to death with so many hazards around us in the world. I am amazed that I am still alive at the age of 21. Life is just a few decades long, not long enough for me to look forward to death at this stage of life.

what you are interpreting from your emotion may be true but its not the whole truth.. try a more spiritual perspective.. maybe your heart has had enough of this life but that doesn't mean death is the answer. you are longing for a new life. every day is a chance for a new life. start from scratch

Just be patient and wait it out. A couple of years, decades really isn't that long anyway.

You want to die but you can't take your own life .. that indicate's to me that you don't really want to die.

but only want to seek attention.

Das hrd.

You have a stupid desire. Fortunately you are also squeamish.

Pay someone?