why wont he talk to me?

got in a car accident. i was crying while driving because someone ik passed away. the girl who was with me almost died. shes ok though.im ok. everyone else is ok. I know i ****** up bad. when i told my best friend (who i like). he got pissed and hasnt talked to me in 5 days. i didnt involve him why cant he be happy im atleast ok? he knows I like him and i believe he likes me to. My friend said he has heard it from everyone but me and wanted to hear it from me. what should i do?? why is he so mad