How do I handle an Adderall addiction?

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I have been in therapy for years and have consistently been on antidepressants during that time.  Because of my depression I used to be really tired all the time--like, I would literally spend 48 consecutive hours or so in bed.  My therapist prescribed Adderall for my tiredness in addition to my antidepressant.   That was about 2-3 years ago.

At some point, I crossed the line between finding it really helpful (and liking the bit of a buzz it gave me) to being addicted.  I always want to take more, even though I'm prescribed a pretty high dose.  If I don't take a lot (because I'm running out early) I get really depressed and panicky.

I can't tell my therapist because I'm afraid she'll immediately stop prescribing it for me, and I would have an absolute breakdown if that happened.  I have to handle this myself.  Any ideas or experiences that anyone could share would be greatly appreciated.

Yara · Answer

Don't worry. She can't just stop your medication without tapering you off it slowly. No one can do that to you especially if you think you are addicted to it because you'd get so many side effects it could be dangerous. Be honest with your therapist because she can help you the most. Maybe there is another similar medication you can take that is less addictive and she can help manage that transition do that it works for you and you end up getting rid of an addiction and get back to managing your condition so that it works for you. You'll not get so panicky when you're running out.

? · Answer

You must tell your therapist.  I know this is hard, but therapy doesn't work if you are not be open and honest.  You can't break an addiction on your own and continuing is clearly not a good choice.   I'm sure that your therapist has seen this before and will get you the help you need to gently break this addiction.

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How do I handle an Adderall addiction?

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