Is this love or envy?

It is envy, because envying her better situation is what you are possessively jealous about.

To be in such a state of confusion, that you don't want her until you finally can't have her,

illustrates everything that you need to come to terms with.

Your wish to hurt her, and your own stress, are meaningless as her heart becomes non-negotiable.

Man-Up --- and start dealing with *yourself* .... it will serve you well when real-life comes calling.

For now, it is time to bail.

That's not love, love is unconditional..you seem to only love her on one condition when she isn't available. Leave her alone find someone you can't stand to lose regardless of envy.

Jealousy and possessive. You only want her because she wants someone else and it's not fair to her. You should just let her go and cut all forms of communication; her number, social media,etc. plus if you stay with her you will make yourself miserable in the long run.

Jealousy.

Jealousy. If you loved her, you wouldn’t want to hurt her in any way - and that’s all you want from her! Let her be happy with someone else! When you love someone you only want the best for them - and in this case, it’s the other guy!

love for the sake of envy

Being successful is the best revenge. She has avenged you!

envyy