Am I in Love?

So let me tell you a little story...

So one day, I was sitting in a row of Computers, and I noticed this girl two seats down talking to herself. Since it is common for one to talk to themselves, I kinda just ignored. But she just kept on talking to herself. Saying, "My gosh, I suck", and "I hate school". Now, for a teenager, this is pretty common, but she said it so much, to the point were I had to ask, "Something wrong?" And that is how I met Marissa.

Marissa is... the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. And I am not exaggerating. She is a gem to the eye. She has a smile that warms my heart, and a laugh that makes me want to just say how perfect she is. But not everyone is perfect. Marissa also does drugs. Not like Meth or Cocaine, but like Molly and stuff. The usual "Party Drug". But to be honest, as long as she doesn't hurt herself, I wont judge.

But she also has a bad reputation. Marissa is known for being a (pardon my language) *****. Everyone (Friends) likes her looks, they all call her "Eye Candy"... but they all just hate her. They say that she manipulates guys into buying her stuff. And they say all these things, but I don't see it. Since I am running out of characters, I should just ask...

Even though she does drugs, and her bad reputation, I think I love her. She warms my heart when I see her face, and she is so perfect. She is the girl of my dreams. I can't stop thinking about her... if I could only tell her how perfect she really is. Am I in love?