Fantasy of being raped by bf& his friend?

First off, point of information; what you have is a kink (an activity). A fetish involves an object (like getting off on using food or whatever)

Second off, I'll agree with Abby in part. You enjoy the lack of control (rape, but there is a large amount of crossover to being a submissive), but you also seem to enjoy either the humiliation aspect or the aspect of being shared. Either way, you want your bf to be in control which does make a very strong case for you being a submissive and needing/wanting a dominant.

Look, you really need to do some reading on the various aspects of BDSM (no, it's not all about leather & whips) If you like, feel free to email me and we'll talk. I think I can help you figure a few things out.

I disagree with Abby in one respect; Talk it over with your bf. In fact you two need to get to a place where you can talk about all your most secret kinks & fetishes in an open, loving and (most importantly) non-judgmental fashion (you know, like adults). Who knows, you make share more predilections than you realize, and may even introduce each other to fun stuff you'd never considered!

Oh, my e-mail is jmx1900@yahoo.com

I wouldn't use the term "rape" because that actually happens to people and it's a horrible scary thing. But it sounds like you like being dominated, which I'm the same way. And I don't know of a name for this, just your personal fetish. Everyone has weird different fetishes. And about telling him, I wouldn't... Mainly because it involves another guy, if he's a good boyfriend he wouldn't like that at all, and it could possibly cause problems between you too.