Can people tell I'm a big fat blob by all of the fat questions I post?

Define fat. Are you obese or morbidly obese? Why can't you lose weight? Diet, surgery, or something similar?

Why lie? Afraid of being seen as poor? Don't want help (pride)?

Actually, you are acting very much like a person. You're right, you're projecting your self-hated to others. It doesn't help, of course, but it doesn't stop us from doing it. You can also try to change what you don't like about yourself.

Shame is a very powerful motivating force. The Japanese, for example, have used it as a social control for ages. It takes a lot of courage to stand up and walk your own path when everyone else is conforming, whether you are right or wrong. You can always tell the truth to whomever and see about getting assistance. Not everyone needs to know the truth, though it may make you feel better if they did.

Can "people" tell? No, not really. We can make an assumption, but there are always other reasons. Maybe your partner is heavy. Maybe you don't like heavy people, but are not yourself. This could be from envy that they can gain weight and you can't. It's kind of like your profile image. On the face, it looks like you would be a homosexual National Socialist. Traditionally, that's hard to do. Most National Socialists, or Nazis, are homophobic. If you are gay, this can be rough if everyone is condemning your lifestyle. It can also be rough since most, not all, neo-nazis I see today are overweight. Talk about having conflicts. But, it could also be your way of hiding or insulting them.

For what it's worth, you can be a homosexual National Socialist, or even a Black one. Remember, the definition we commonly use for a National Socialist is the image of a German Nazi. Part of the unifying nature of the Reich was to condemn Jews, and others, to bring all "white" Germans together. It worked. A group of Blacks could do the same, calling all whites devils. Or, even Jews could do it. So, yes, homosexuals could do it too. Politics can be very different from racism or homophobia. It's like religion. Some Christians are racist and homophobic and some aren't. Oddly enough, they both take their lead from the same Bible.

If you were that fat, we should see a lot of spelling errors because your digits would be too plump to hit only one key at a time.

Whoever is writing this question needs help. You can go see a shrink or a pastor or whoever you are comfortable seeing, but you need help. I am not joking with you please get some help.