opinions on a song I wrote?

Academy Award

Flick of a switch

I'm not me anymore

A smile on my face

Cheerful words on my tongue

Open arms to the world

Can't see the sad gleam in my eye

Skipping around

Singing to the sky

Then the people leave and I'm on my own

Flick of a switch

Now I'm home

I'm such an actress

Such an undeniable fake

I'm really getting good at this

So good you don't know

I deserve an award

Yeah and academy award

It's late again

Like every other night

The insomniac in me set free

Thinking of what is and what could be

In the morning

I'm happy and awake

Sun is shining and I'm filled with life

For the sake of my friends

It's no like I was always like this

It tends to happen when you feel pain

And don't wanna feel anymore

So I play pretend

I'm such an actress

Such an undeniable fake

I'm really getting good at this

So good you don't know

I deserve an award

Yeah and academy award

There are good days and there are dark days

I sometimes wonder what it's like to feel happy again

To feel life like it's meant to be felt

There are days

There are pitch black days

I sometimes wonder what it's like to never feel again

To give up on this life

But no matter what I think

I will never do

No matter how little I feel

Others feel for me