TRT for youth?

For the longest time, i've been easily behind the others in terms of development and natural abilities. Even weightlifting very seriously to occasional jealousy of the children, when i was 16 or so, benching about 185 max and pull maybe 270, was laughable. Most of the moderately gifted football players at my school my own age(training same level as myself) 225 bench minimum, pull about 400, same for mental capacity. I did get smarter and more stable by lifting, but it simply was not enough. By the time I was able to get C's in high school, university was a pipe dream. I had about a 1.8 average in high school,20 ACT, and not more than 300$ to my name.

I wont gain sympathy complaining, but it takes a strong mind in the first place to convey a messge effectively in te first place. You see my problem. None have been able to cure my issues. Though it could be arged that government/social workers/psychiatrists are full of it themselves, ineffective.I have been diagnosed with ADHD at 8 years old (Dec.2004-march2005),Autism at 10 (October 2006-January 2007)and believed myself to have hypotonia at 14(delayed puberty of course).

I was fed nonsense about obedience, and friendliness, and "social skills" especially by women, what kept me from insanity was a few anarcho-capitalist anti feminist "manosphere" websites to teach me the importance of discipline and productivity and ties to my psychology.However, i am not so naive as to ignore the holisticity and coverage of my natural weakness.