Life is going by to fast.?

I can just look back at grade 7(grade 10 now 15 yrs old) see how fast it went by. I now am in highschool no idea what to do, I'm to scared to get a job, no idea what I want to be when I get older, and feel like life is closing in on me. I know people have it way worse then me, but I just feel like I'm not going anywhere in life just addicted to video games, and kinda doing bad in school 60%. I'm starting to realize I need money, so I say I will get a job but never do. My parents refuse to give me money. I never hang out with friends after school I just feel like they all do drugs and hang out with bad people. I just need guidance, maybe I am getting to old for it. You may say I have lots of time to get my stuff together, but I don't soon school will be over I will need to start a career. I am terrible with girls no chance in that, I will probably never have a family because there is no way I am ever getting a gf, anyway I have no job, no learners for driving, not good in school, look bad, no experience with women, and have no confidence, no girl will ever want me, I will just be lonely maybe. I just feel like I have no guidance in life. My mom I thought used to abuse me but it was just punishment, so one day when I was young I went to the hospital because I was sick and I said my mom hits me. That made child services come in and I couldn't see her for 1 year, I feel like I took a year out of her life. My dad is depressed so much it makes me fell bad. I'm not sure. I need help