Is there any hope for nice guys in this shithole we call Earth?

You'd have to read it to really get an idea of where I'm at right now emotionally and mentally. I'm worked up. I was so angry today I was nearly in tears. Why? Why? A bunch of fallen fools with a destiny of self destruction, none of which comprehend what they do.

I cried today, I'm not ashamed because it was real.

How can I live in a world of monkeys, when women want the alpha ape brained moron and I'm a man of peace and my collective consciousness is evolved higher than that? Why am I abandoned here? My soul has been lost across time and space, to it's true love,  my true love is on some remote distant start waiting for me to return home, to where it is my heart is home. Not in this flesh body, this animal of ignorance, and stupidity.

I don't love this world, I don't love the people in it. I don't love these animals... I'm peaceful, loving, accepting and compassionate. Though this sounds like a contradiction , I can love people here to an extent , but there's a lot in my way that ever permits me from fully loving them with their animal behavior , mentality..

I'm dealing with apes, primates here...  :( Not spiritual beings. These meat wagons are in constant contradiction with one another, always at war. They thrive on it. I hate being human, I hate living on this rock without a prayer of hope. Too many have the spiritual evolution of a piece of wood. I can't adapt... it's not in my nature, I'm not a beast and monkey like others. **** this world and it's stupid ******* joke of a democracy and **** all the silly stupid people in it.