How can I just be happy and get on track?

Wow. :/ Well The thing you said about you getting in a fight with them would most likely heat things up more right? Since kids tend to get in the way and meddle in things.

It's difficult for every kid to do school properly if their parents fight all day. You can at least pray or cast away the feelings (or not if you don't believe) and one day or another it could be at least better. Not everyday is supposed to be miserable. Like how the sun comes in randomly.

If fighting keeps going on people will soon realize they need to make life better. The only thing (sadly) that I can do is hope it will be better and give you some info. :/ don't commit suicide until you know there is at least a little opening.

But hey if you do well in school despite problems you can expect to live a good life ;).

you'll never be happy if you keep doing the same things over and over. You need to break the cycle. Focus on getting all your assignments, sleep, ignore your parents, go for a drive and blast your favorite songs, work out, enjoy yourself- something to stop making you think about suicide. I used to think about it too but against my family's wishes, I moved across the country and I live with my aunt. I'm still ocassionally sad and alone but the thoughts ended and its slowly getting better little by little. remember, you're in control and screw what people think because life is short and in a few years, it wont matter anyways

please, don't kill yourself. I'm in the same boat as you, and if you want, you can email me. ok? Please be on top with your education.