I want to die?

It is best you either go see a Licensed Clinical Social Worker or a Psychiatrist. They are in the mental health business. They will understand like what is anxiety disorder, obsessive–compulsive disorder, panic attack(some what related to anxiety disorder), auditory processing disorder, attention deficit disorder and social anxiety disorder. A Psychiatrist is the one in the mental health business that will be able to write a prescription. A Licensed Clinical Social Worker and a Psychologist can't do that. It would be best if you go the city and county way, so that you don't pay so much. IF you don't know where to find one, it best to ask your mom or a adult relative for help in finding one. They should know about your problem, maybe the Licensed Clinical Social Worker or Psychiatrist might want to meet with your mom also. It will not be anything bad , more of how you are in their view, what it like to them. There will be more times when it just you and the Licensed Clinical Social Worker or Psychiatrist in a one on one meet. A regular family medical doctor is NOT IN THE MENTAL HEALTH BUSINESS.

You said you can't afford a professional, well DON'T GO THE PRIVATE WAY. It best to find someone working in the city and county system. you might not have pay that much or pay at all. Because he or she can help you sing up and get stuff like Medicare part A and B and your state's health insurance. Then you don't have to pay for it. When one don't pay for it the other one will.

By the way IF you are in your late teens or early 20s you still got a lot to live for go to college, the career you want, the family you are going to have of your own later in life like at 30, 31 or 33(that is if you want to, some people don't see themselves as good parent or never found the right soul mate to marry). Watch the kids grow up, do family stuff together. Also places you might want to go visit like Disneyland and other parts of Southern California, Las Vegas, Walt Disney World, China, Hong Kong, Washington D.C., the UK, New York, Arizona, Hawaii, Washington State, parts of Mexico and Malaysia. When you have the money to go to a place you want to go to again.

Don't kill yourself. Look for help whether that's friends, family, or elsewhere. Don't go down this path alone. You are loved. If you need someone to talk to, email me at devilmusik11@yahoo.com...scary name I know but I'm not that mean haha.

hey beautiful girl,you really need a psychiatrist.first of all you need to talk to your mom about it that you are having suicidal thoughts which is very dangerous.or atleast talk to your bf or anybody who you trust.you dont know but your life more precious than you think to your dear ones.so please do it for them.

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