What is my sexuality?

yeagh im actually the same way. its more porn addiction than anything. you find the women on the internet safe. why wouldnt you? this world with all its horrible disseases. and a lot of women are terrible people. also you dont have any commitment to the women on the computer. so porn is just easier than real sex. its as basic as that. back in the days before porn we had to fight for women,and woo them. just to have a chance at sex. but now so many people go through life without ever needing a women. thats just the society we live in now. it has nothing to do with sexuality. but you need to get out there at least once. find a women do her, and see what its like. i have my addiction because of sexual molestation as a kid. so i will never be normal. i can never have a normal relationship with a women. believe me i tried. everything always gets to kinky and i freak her out. but you might have a chance. so stop watching porn for a couple months and see were it gets you. your man brain will tell you to go seek women out. because thats what it was programmed to do. also it wasnt the porn that made me kinky it was the molestation. i got that way before i even knew about porn.

This is just your fear of not performing well.

The directness is off putting and you find that the best action is to flee in disgust

Talk and take time to introduce the sexual acts and you will find that things change

the thought of sex being disgusting, and not having a sexual drive is called Asexual. if you dont feel any attraction towards men, then you are basically a straight Asexual male.

"But when a girl ask me for sex in real life" - Haha! Yeah, I'm sure that happens all the time.

Stop watching porn. Google "your brain on porn". Porn is an addiction. If you stop it, you will start approaching girls.