II Need help with my boyfriend aka daddy!? (Ddlg relationship)?

Ok so I was being a brat to him kinda but it was because I was upset and he didnt no that's y I was being bratty.... Well, any ways, he punished me (I have to ask permission for everything, early bedtime, and if I continue my brhaviour and not listen it will resort to a spanking) well I told him idc n called him a name.. Well he said since I wanna b a big girl hell treat me as so.. I've been avoiding him since then and idk wat he means by that...... I need help cuz I miss my daddy n I hate him being mad with me...... Please help?